Cask Wine and Silent Cellphones…

I’m sort of pathetic
Drunk off cheap cask wine
By myself
Sitting staring wishing at my phone
You said you’d call
It’s three am
You said you would call
I’m waiting
I’m drunk
And really overly keen to hear your voice
Tongue tastes sour, waiting
Sitting by myself
I’m so drunkenly in love
It’s sort of pathetic

Auckland and Politics

Sooooo I couldn’t handle the jandal (that’s a sandal, flip flop, thong for non-kiwi-slang people) and am moving back to Auckland on Tuesday.
The loneliness was the killer. I had the best guy in the whole damn universe with me at last, but I realised – I didn’t need him. Stress need. My friends, my family, [...]

Bad Moods, Good Moods

Pepe’s home from Wellington as of today. I haven’t seen him in over a week albeit a brief “HI!!!” when I saw him on thursday before a job interview so hopefully I will be seeing him soooon. Damn full time work getting in the way of things!
I’ve been in a bad mood all day. I [...]

Going down…

So I’m having one of those sad days. I like to think it has nothing to do with my life, it’s just my depression, and it’ll go away soon and I can be content again. Life’s fine. Nothing in particular should be making me feel sad, but I do, and it’s that hopeless negative feeling [...]